I Don't Enjoy Playing Games Right Now

Hi everyone!

Yes indeed, you read the title correctly. I have been experiencing this problem for some time. Once my gaming channel stopped performing as well, I lost all motivation to make gaming videos. As a result, I lost interest in playing games altogether. The problem is, gaming  has become tied to my channel's success in my mind, because for the last three and a half years, almost all of my gaming-related things have been for my channel. This makes it hard to enjoy it elsewhere and outside of the content creation environment.

As you may have noticed, my interests on my main channel are shifting constantly. Sometimes I upload one game, and then the next day instantly shift to another. This is due to me not enjoying almost all of the games I have been playing previously, so I am trying hard to just enjoy whatever comes along and makes me happy.

It may have become obvious to you, that right now I am really, REALLY enjoying watching vloggers, chatty videos and making them myself. I am LOVING it. That's why I have been working mostly on my second channel and its upcoming content so much. I've dedicated almost all of this week just to sorting out and bringing life back to that channel, because it's making me happy.

I wanted to make this post, mainly so that you guys understand if there's an occasional missing video one or two days a week on my main channel. It's just because I'm trying to find myself again, and find what I enjoy. I promise things will go back to normal eventually, but until then, I really hope you enjoy the content going out on my second channel in the coming weeks.

Thanks for your continued support, it means the world.

Bea x