A Hard Year (but also great because of my friends)

17 July, 2019

This is the post I've been putting off all year, but I need my thoughts down on paper.

When I started this year, I thought my life was going to change forever.

I was in the process of moving out of my parent's house. I was building bridges into a new, more exciting life with more independence. I was buying things for my own home, planning my future, getting excited about silly things like candles and bath bombs. I was enjoying my job, mostly. I was, however, very distant from a lot of my close friends because of how busy I was. It started to feel a little lonely.

For all intents and purposes and for whatever reasons involved, naturally, the house move fell through in its final stages. I had to move everything back to my parent's home. Everything I had planned, all of the money put into it, everything I had done and my family had done for me, ruined and lost.

I felt helpless. I returned home, tail between my legs, feeling like a failure. I still feel like a failure. My poor judgement and inability to avoid jumping the gun and making impulsive choices really messed me up this time, huh?

06 July, 2019

Hi all!

It's been a little while since my last post. I feel really bad!

It's been a really bumpy start to the year and I've struggled with a lot of things. My mental health hasn't been great and I just haven't had the energy to really write any posts.

I thought I'd take a moment to let you know, I'm okay! I'm hoping to be back to blogging soon. Until then, here's some pictures of the makeup look I tried out today for Pride!








Love you all,
Bea x